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my life as it is now

so i have worked at kohls for over a year now and i am no longer dating travis technically...i am not sure anymore with anything about my life but it goes on.. umm lets see..... i have been sick for about two months and mostly in the last month because lets see my grandpa haislip passed away on the 9th of november and then travis and i broke up on the 17 and my other grandpa is dying soo weeeeee i am sooo happy... i am still alive and deciding not to let things get me down... well trying not to let them get me down.. work is good but frustrating sometimes but the is what the working world is right? so now i am trying to get my own apartment and settle things out before i get to much in the hole with everything. soo wish me luck.  Lets find some good things... hmmmm cassie had her baby YAY she is cute. ummmm i still have a job which is always a plus.. umm wow is has been a long fricken time since i have written on this thing.. let see i am back with my mom unfortunately and my sister lives there too with her husband and her 2 adorable but yet annoying kids soo yea well untill the next time i venture into xanga land i shall say goodbye and have a wonderful year!!!

Laura

Ok soo this is my update

i have broke the curse cassie and i had.... i have been with my boyfriend for over 3 months and his name is travis and even though some people don't like him he has been the best thing that has happened to me...i am going to graduate!!

oh and another bad thing happened... i love one of my best friends...well all of me friends...but cassie is one i really lost and i don't know why she can't get off her high horse and tell me what the hell is wrong.... obviously she enjoys making my life a living hell and just all of a sudden ignoring me and treating me like shit... she is acting more and more like her mom and tad.. the two people she always complain about... how they always judge people and backstab them... and how much of a bitch they are well she is like that now...

I got into college and i can't wait to start. that is if i decide to stay in traverse city. it is up to travis really. well i have to go pack for the concert i am going to tomorrow with tom and then i am meeting up there with travis and we're staying the weekend at his house.

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yay today rocked

ok so he comes over for dinner today after spending over 6 long hours at the mall waiting for my mother to get out of work..it was soo hot though....considering there was strawberry whipcream involved.....you sick preeverts it is nothing bad just really really hott...travis is my new lover...lol just kidding...i had an intresting day and when he was at the house he helped my dad cook...yay he said it again and i finally got the courage to say it to him...we are hanging out on valentines day...i am sooo excited..we're not going out because i am afraid of getting hurt and i think he is afraid of commitment....but...we're taking it slow...as a matter of fact for all my close friends....cassie... i have not had sex with him!!!!!!! and i don't plan on it anytime soon sooo hah!! just wait i will break our curse some day!!well i got to go

laura